he mailed me asking me to attend a meeting at 2 pm . asusual i am the first one in the whole team who reached the conference room. i though it as the usual meetings we used to have to discuss how the work is going on but it turned the other way. he said the project got delayed because of economic slow down.economic slow down and my project???, two months back when i first heard about the economic slowdown and bankruptcy of lehman brothers i thought i have nothing to do with it.but now that has caused our project to be delayed. My first project started with a postponement.what a start^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

every one in the world has his own way of seeing the world and maybe no two persons feel the same. 

then who is right ?

am i right ?? 

or the other one is right???

what is right and what is wrong????

what i take seriously may be the other one feels its useless.

what is useless for me may be the most precious thing for him.

so if the other person doesnt like your interests do u hate him?????

or may be the opposite poles always attract??????do they???????

may be not, some times opposite poles repel.

which pole is good which one is bad????????

maybe nothing like good or bad they are poles just opposite poles and they repel eventhough they are opposite.

well the world can be viewed in in two ways.

with your own eyes and with others eyes.

look at the people around you and see to it that they are comfortable with your company.

"nothing is wrong in this world".

wat is good for me maynot be the same for the other and vice versa.

some people think that only they are having problems and all others are comfortable well thats not wrong as i said "nothing is wrong in this world".

some people despite of their problems solves others problem again "noting is wrong in this world".

some people sees the world with their own eyes and some with others eyes and "nothing is wrong in this world".

friends are those who watches the world with your eyes. 

FRIENDS ????

i spent my school days in different schools.

and i have many friends when ever i change my school i am into a new gang.

they are all close to me.

and i feel they are with me in my thick and thin.

they are with me if i got 0 out of 100 and also if i got 100 out of 100.

now i have lost contact with most of them.but i feel they keep those memories of those days with them. 

in my dads school i have many friends where i spent 2 yeas . then netaji school.then came vivekananda vidyaniketan

thanks to vivekananda vidyaniketan which gave me a bunch of very good friends.

i will  never forget those days we spent attending early moring prayars (in our school we used to have bhagavadgita session every morning),listening to amrutrao sirs social lessons,venkateshwarlu sirs maths classes, indira devi mam s telugu classes,venkatalakshmi teachers hindi lessons, subramaniyam(subbu,subhash......thats how we used to call him those days)sirs english classes.i spent only one year of entire schooling in this school but i feel it is this school which gave all this i have.

and the most important thing which it gave is FRIENDS and i feel i have a treasure with me.

back to blogger after a long time............

wher am i ?what am i doing all these days?

the thesis got over and the presentation went on well(on april 29th 2008).only Chetan Parikh asked some questions and i answerd them, its all fine.then went to home,met friends and waiting for the joining date from wipro.i expected it in september but i got it in july itself,right after my tour to hyderabad,completed all formalities,went to shirdi spent a week there before joining.

came to bangalore on 22 nd july and the joining date is 24 th july.classes started on 30 th july.the first day at wipro.the first weeks training is boring ofcourse the whole training is like that. in the first test got 82. the second test is on some stupid stuff.the questions are also stupid.and i wrote it that way got 74.then the RLL real life lab (as they call the third phase of training).this is somewat better than the first two phases.finally got 79...........

AM I CHANGING?

i dont know probably yes i am not reading for hours togeather as i used to do in daiict.in daiict i used to read what i feel good to me, what excites me.but here forced to read something which is not my cup of tea.so i am not that enthusiastic. i feel frustrated at times............

anyway without much effort got 79......thats it from work front.........

took room in banglore.get up early in the morning by 6 take bath board the bus.come to office listen until u got bored then sleep for some time, take lunch.borad the bus evening at 6 will reach home by 7.take bath cook food eat and sleep.................

going out on weekends.waiting for the weekend to come from monday itself.

life goes on...........

entra na batuku...........
edi chesina bokke..........
ala kadule ani enta try chesina edo okati tagultune undi...........
tondaraga ee thesis presentation ayipote cool.......
intikelli oooo 2 months enjoy ..........

monday meeting.............
asalidanta intiki vellanandikenemo...........
ee chikaku ee frustration anta..........
may be intiki vellalsindi.......
ikkade undi chesindi ledu malli ee bokka lu.................
any way everything will be fine in a few days i wish...............

entra na batauku..........
edo anukunte inkedo avutundi.....................
take it easy anukodam tappa emi cheyalem...................
he told that to me probably he also dont know abt it or may be he wanted to test me?
if it is first one then thats fine........
else it will cause problems...........
let the big thing be complete properly.........
then i can sit and think abt other things..............

Today's fortune: You never hesitate to tackle the most difficult problems
orkuts todays fortune........
well may be its right, going to discuss a problem with DNC which may change my entire thesis ..............
god dont let it happen...........

i dont know.........
in one i will get best in other i will get the wrost............
which one to believe???????
he asked me to come tomorrow
that tomorrow never comes .even if it comes he spends not more than 10 mins.and tells 20 diff things in those 10 mins.

well dnc is saying my thesis is over..........
i am not at all satisfied i havenot done a gr8 deal of work i think
many approximations and may be some stupid mistakes..............
but i dont know "my thesis is over"........
may be he dont want to meet me so often..............but that maynot be the only reason for saying my thesis is over.........
capacitance approximation is really a tricky task i should talk abt it to him on monday...................
sush is very happy.may be he is thinking an ieee paper for his name in digital.................
but i dont think mine is that good.....
any way submitted a rough draft of paper yesterday may be he review it 2,3 times.............
last wednesdays presentation is very bad i thought she is very good speaker but she stood there dumb..............
i was schoked and even i didnt done well...next wednesday it should not be like that have to read some papers and should prepare well.........
may be have to write the first internal.........
lab assignment for btechs have to be prepared
its sushs job but but ..................its ok anyway
amma health is not good i may go home for holi.
she is "the best"she takes care of everything despite her illness.
have to do something to get a good job better one.every tom,dick,harry is getting one whynot me??
of course all toms,dicks,harrys have there uncles,aunts working in good companies.........
any way have to do some serious attempts.
and dnc is reffered my name for a student in pune to ask abt adiabatic families.............
well thats good he remembered my topic and my name thank god......................
ok enough for now..................

met dnc yesterday with results he is satisfied with results i think. and asked about dates of conferences...........
ha happy with that comment and asked to submit a report about the results.....
may submit it on tuesday. have to think of reason for it(decrease in energy).........

cleaned the room now its very good
waiting for dhobhi he has taken clothes a week ago ........
have to wash clothes and shoes
lot of work to do ...................

first post in new year .....
this yr is going to be good for me everything is gr8 on the very first day so can hope to have a gr8 yr ahead..........

came to coll on 4th .........

thesis shuru on 6 th and got ta ship under sush he asked to prepare labassignments and all that its ok. taken the course subsystem design .dnc's class is always good he tells u 100s of problems one can face and lets you think on them one of 'the best professors'.

and clock designing is almost done have to measure final energies i said him wat i did he always says fine,good,alright i dont understand weather wat i am doing is right or weather he just want to escape from me may be the second is correct but the results are showing that wat i did is right so may be he is listening wat i am saying but not so sure of it.asked me to start writing a paper i dont know weather i did all that needed to produce a paper but he asked me to start thinking on writing one. have to meet him and discuss throughly.when i try to meet him i want to talk to him for at least 15 min but he says everything is fine and i am out in 5 min .............have to do something about it may be i will meet him
tomorrow and will explain wat i have done........

i thought i would be busy but not that much i thought dnc may ask many questions in thesis but he is not dont know why.....


well i will meet him tomorrow and will discuss about everything .
but i doubt weather he comes tomorrow...
i dont know........